THEE BLACKEST ROSESHEEP

Your Surge’s story stabs the needle oh the head against every foe that ever doubted the strongest individual in our families. Is it a crime to be set apart or a natural order of the rhythm in our lives? The true black sheep who gained her petals against the oppositional force not only of her own thorns, but born into a family whose first names should’ve been karmics. With symbols on their foreheads showing they were afraid to step into their truth and their power who were controlled by those around them. An emblem of curses past only to be passed down through generational curses, and even down to their bones and their purses. Lovers embedded in destinies full of pain, only to rise and gain the wings to see it was never meant for me, or you. Is it lonely or liberating? The feeling of stepping away from the normal in our families?

You are somebody who wishes people had labels written on their bodies to give you warning of who they really are before you call them your Shorty. Your surge going right into America’s most wanted stars, the Walk of Fame so she wins. You are an honorary name glittered along the Walk of Fame on Hollywoods sidewalks that house the homeless. Those who inspire us to create, to tell our stories through arts way. When your family name is won over who you created, you didn’t want to bring a gain to them. Your Surge exposes all the pain that you’ve endured in your lifetime growing up for your gain. Your body often sleeping while you lay awake as your creative soul is the one who doesn’t understand why praying my souls to sleep (instead of keep) and my soul to take is offered to a God who’s anger shows it’s fate. When young LAC was gifted a black, plush sheep as a token from a family member whose bitterness showed through a gift. Constantly searching, urging and longing for acceptance THEE BLACKEST ROSESHEEP, knows now the power and acceptance was in herself all along. You are a transformational being who broke generational curses, strengthened power within yourself and broke out of limited thinking in your family line. Your generational wealth that you have conjured for yourself, is admirable and a delicious treat to those who once doubted you. I am so proud of you.

You also like learning other languages and teach yourself through books and helper apps. Believing in God’s will for your life is not beyond you, flowing and believing in the natural order of your life and its path. You believe if it’s for you it will be for you. In terms of career you are a very creative individual and can even paint lace, make art with yarn, and use your face as a palette. A true romantic in your love life, not surprising as part of you is the rose sheep, someone calm, loving, generous and gorgeous, love leads the way in your life and desires. Whether it’s learning a new language to connect to a love interest or daydreaming of buying the perfect for your future family, the desire is within you. In your own life you could have had a paternal figure who died when you were 21 years old. Your mother could be a fine arts artist with a BFA degree.

When talking about someone you see as an ill spirit you will mention them by that and not them, him, or her. Your small chalice claiming you after a small black foam rose from a rose panda fell inside. Your silver heart shaped picture frame with roses and black and white photo may resemble your genetics, or a movie star you adored growing up. A disabled brother has affected your family in a way to where you feel the need to protect and serve him and provide housing as opposed to this maternal figure. Your dad could have taught you to golf before he passed and his dying wish could have been like the of Bing Crosby’s, to go in his passions on an 18 hole golf course. Yet your father may have had a heart attack while shoveling snow do your family. How stupid it is I know. 3’x12’ stupid walkway that ended his life. Yet you believe it was tied to the stress of his wallet and his career in banking. Was he close to retiring and left this Earth anyway? That stupid job of his causing him stress and never setting him free. It’s imperative to work through these feelings of anger surrounding his death.

Fast forwarding from a distant memory to now, there is a walkway accompanying your home that leads to a rose bush from your backyards back patio. How beautiful it is, that your home knew who you were before you came. The perfect place for a family to build already, look no further. Is brown lattice fencing already there? You feel that men treat you unfairly in career as well and don’t like when they use explicit language. Nonetheless they see your cute personality and striking looks which is why they act out. You could have had or wear bright flame colored red wavy crimp hair. You’re generous and offer others refreshments when visiting you, it’s your way of showing love.

Musically you don’t feel what we listen to makes us bad people. It’s freeing your spirit and respecting the artist’s work. You may accidentally tell people you love them in soulful connections where your spirits mesh, just let it fly, they love who you are too and they see you. Don’t let societal norms keep you from expressing those feelings. Fashion wise a black Chanel purse with a pink symbol and black rose keychain is already in your possession or you will see this for confirmation this Surge is yours. Black rectangular shaped real blocky Fendi sunglasses also have worn you in the past if not present. Disneys maleficent ring/jewelry owns your Spirit as well as the movie. Blonde bob with bangs at some point? Rose shirts. You could be called to clinical work in your profession or service work by helping aids patients to get meds and to expand the work to get cancer patients free meds. Either way this Surge goes to that cause and helping other free clinics.

Presented are your signs for further confirmation this Surge is truly for you. In addition to your items in your Surge that pique your conscience, these signifiers encompass things that are significant to you, it pulls on a memory in your life or your future to come. Your signifiers are ones that can either be something you love or an area that’s brought you pain. Either way it pulls on your heart strings and makes you, you. These signs have helped shape who you are today.

~LACS Signifiers~

Animals~Panda, Japanese koi fish, bass fish,

Careers~Seminary school, creative director, prosthetics artist, banker, non-profit health clinic pharmacy

Colors~Black, White, Burgundy (u spell it burgandy), Red, Hot Pink, Turquoise,

Dates~12/31, 2020, 20 years, 50-51 years old, 45 years

Drinks~Milk, Lemonade

Flowers|Plants~Roses

Food~Pimento cheese balls, clam

Names~Shorty, Won, Bing, Danny, Maria, Carbi, Hilton, Nera, Wild Rose, Massachusetts

Numbers~30, 50, 8, 6, 18, 15

Movies~White Christmas

Music Genres~Rap,

Places~Latta, India, Japan

Scents~Coco Noir by Chanel

Vehicles~Miata

Our Beneficiaries~7 souls

Our CAUSE~helping free medical clinics with funding

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